Lately I've lost my drive for photography. I'm not sure why. It's like I lost a little part of me and I'm not sure where to look to find it again. I used to regularly take pics, load them to my puter right away and post them online. Even the few pictures I have taken are still on my camera and I haven't done a thing with them. I'd say it happened when I wasn't myself after my 'seizure'. But I think it started before that. At least the drive was declining before then. It's sad really. I've even taken a picture of myself drinking a green smoothie to email to Claire (about 3-4 weeks ago) and it still sits on my camera.
Something else I also miss. I miss church. I know (from previous experience) that it won't be easy to find a new church home. I miss worship. I miss Bible study. I miss fellowship. I've tried conversing with Steven about what he's looking for, likes, dislikes. But I think the impression I've gotten is that he will go with me wherever I decide to go. I was hoping to have that as something we share but I think I will just be greatful if we do share the joy of attending worship together even if it ends up being my decision and not our decision. I should consider myself blessed that he's supportive of this journey and will follow me in it.
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So since then I did get my camera out and I'm sad to say that it had been since April last year since I had loaded any pics from my camera to my computer. :o( And my computer I think was angry at me for taking so long because I had difficulties loading them (or maybe I've used up most of my free space and need to purge/backup). So now it's time to go night night :o)
Here's one to laugh at, note the warning sign:

Sorry, should've posted the picture bigger to see. I'm still new to this.
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ReplyDeleteFinding a new church these days is NOT an easy thing :-(
Do not store combustibles or vending or ice machines next to cage. The cage is full of propane tanks right next to an ice machine.
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